yannlinn

2011-12-28T21:55:00.000-08:00

Cold as ice

And more bitter than a December

Winter night

That's how I treated you

And I know that I

I sometimes tend to loose my temper

And I cross the line

Yeah that's the truth

I know it gets hard sometimes

But I could never

Leave your side

No matter what I say

Coz if I wanted to go

I woulda gone by now but

I really need you near me

To keep my mind off the edge

If I wanted to leave

I would've left by now

But you're the only one that knows me

Better than I know myself

All along

I tried to pretend it didn't matter

If I was alone

Deep down I know

If you were gone

For even a day I wouldn't know which way to turn

Coz I'm lost without you

I know it gets hard sometimes

But I could never

Leave your side

No matter what I say

Coz if I wanted to go

I would've gone by now
But I really need you near me

To keep my mind off the edge

If I wanted to leave

I would've left by now

But you're the only one that knows me

Better than I know myself

I get kind of dark

Let it go to far

I can be obnoxious at times

But try and see my heart

Cause I need you now

So don't let me down

You are the only thing in this world

I would die without

Coz if I wanted to go

I would've gone by now but

I really need you near me

To keep my mind off the edge

If I wanted to leave

I would've left by now

But you're the only one that knows me

Better than I know myself

Coz if I wanted to go

I would've gone by now but

I really need you near me

To keep my mind off the edge

If I wanted to leave

I would've left by now

But you're the only one that knows me

Better than I know my self

2011-12-19T00:52:00.000-08:00

Just finished watching 49 days ahahahahaha.
and i've a new idol!
Lee Yo Won haha!!
She's so freaking cool haha!!!!
Bye kelly clarkson you have to settle for e second place haha.
I think i'm mad
zzzz

2011-12-14T06:51:00.001-08:00

Directionless.
really dunno what to do with my life right now..

2011-12-14T06:07:00.001-08:00

emotionally empty.

2011-12-08T03:08:00.001-08:00

I dont know what to do now....

2011-11-27T02:58:00.000-08:00

Now to come and think of it, I prefer school days over holidays actually.
During each holiday, I nvr fail to feel empty and homeless,
like there's nowhere for me to go and do.
And its quite pathetic and thick skin to be finding your friends everyday.
before you knew it, they will get sick of you for seeing your face so many times ald.
well this is just an assumption, don think it applies to all haha

omg. I seriously want and need to find a job soon.
don want to be stuck at home even for one hour at all..
maybe except sleeping time. haha!!
I dont on depend them for emotional support (not that I want to),
so I don see the point of being stuck at home and feeling so sian.
Its just literally a roof over my head only. Thats it.

2011-11-25T08:46:00.000-08:00

Let's see.
Date Range: June 22 - July 23
Symbol: The Crab
Ruling Planet: Moon
Quality: Cardinal
Element: Water
Basic Trait: I Feel
Closest Metal: Silver
Lucky Day: Monday
Lucky Colors: Green, Silver-Grey, Cream and White
Lucky Gems: Opal, Pearl and Moonstone
Lucky Flowers: Daisies and Wallflowers

Cancer zodiac sign has the symbol of 'The Crab'. One of the basic characteristics of a Cancerian is that he is very prone to mood swings, which are matched by changing emotions. At one point of time, you may have seen him in a typical party mood, enjoying himself and laughing at other people's jokes. He may come across as the most extroverted member in the entire group. However, another time, he may be completely introverted, sitting in a corner and lost in his own world. This single personality trait can help you in identifying a Cancer very easily.

A Cancerian will never run behind fame and publicity, but if he ever gets it, he definitely knows how to bask in the limelight. In a melancholic mood, he can become the coldest person on this earth and drown you in his bottomless depression. Cancerians are prone to pessimism and usually hide their fears behind a veil of humor. They love to dream and for them, sky's the limit. When he cries, it is because he is deeply hurt from inside. A harsh glance or a rough tone can easily break Cancer's vulnerable heart.

When he is hurt, he will either cry his heart out or retreat into a silent spell. However, it is rare that he takes revenge from the one who has hurt him. If a Cancer retreats to his shell, you can be sure he will become completely unreachable. He won't pick his phone, answer the doorbell or even check his mail. Another mood that can engulf a Cancer is a snappy one, or you can say a crabby one. He will hate the world and snap at anything and everything. However, you can be sure he is not angry with you and will soon be his normal self again.

While in a conversation, the facial features of a crab will change a number of times, displaying his numerous moods. He has a vivid imagination and at times will drown you in his moods too. Each and every experience affects him and gets engraved in his memory. Cancerians remember everything life has taught them and are true patriots. Past intrigues them and they love to collect antiques, old treasures and ancient relics. They are the perfect keepers of secrets and people automatically confide in them.

However, their own thoughts and secrets are strictly off limits for everyone. A typical cancer will never discuss his personal life with anyone. Compassion and intuition gel perfectly with the Cancer profile. He seldom judges people, just soaks up what comes his way and reflects the same. He will never ever give up an object he cherishes, be it a gift from a lover or the worn jeans he loves wearing. Cancerians have a soft heart; they care about people and are quite helpful. However, they wait to see if someone else is helping.

If the answer is yes, they will sit back and let the other person be the savior. In case no one comes forward; they will be there to rescue you. A Cancer person may come at the last minute, but he will save you just before you are about to drown. He is not selfish, it just that he never wants to be impulsive. But, he will save you nonetheless. Before he makes any move, a Cancerian must be sure of strong backing. Without it, he hates to venture on his own. He does not forget mistakes easily, especially his own.

He will brood over them and take a long time before moving ahead again. Cancerian loves, rather reveres, his home and his loved ones. Too much is not even enough for him. He needs more, more security, more love and more care. Insecurity may lead him to depression and weaken him physically. However, Cancerians have this amazing quality of self-healing. All they require is happiness, optimism and laughter in large doses. They are prone to negative thoughts and are always preparing for the unseen future.

The maxim 'Old is Gold' fits perfectly to a Cancer, whether it is the case of people or things. He is also very good at making as well as managing wealth. He has a large heart and will share willingly if his loved ones are in need. However, wastage, especially of food, is sure to tick him off. All the sensitivity of a crab is hidden beneath his hard shell and it will take much care and love to bring him out of his shell and close to you!

only the bold ones are applicable to me apparently -.-

2011-11-18T06:46:00.001-08:00

whats the point? No one understands anyway.

2011-11-18T04:29:00.001-08:00

feeling so empty all of a sudden..
don feel like studying at all.
screw this...

2011-11-16T06:22:00.001-08:00

screwed for a levels. omgomg. haiz...

2011-11-16T06:21:00.000-08:00

2011-10-16T04:28:00.000-07:00

Crawling Back to You Lyrics

Lessons learned and bridges burned to the ground and it's to late now to put out the fire tables turn
and I'm the ones who's burning now well I'm doing all right till I close my eyes and then I see your face and it's no surprise..
And just like that I'm crawling back to you
just like you said I would yeah..
swallow my pride I'm crawling back to you
I'm out of my head can't wait any longer
I'm down on my knee's I thought I was stronger
just like that just like you said I would do
I'm crawling back to you
Time can heal, but the scars only hide the way you feel
and it's hard to forget how I left you hanging
holding by a thread,when everything is said
I regret it Yeah I was doin all right then I see your face and
it's hard to fake it.
And just like that I'm crawling back to you
just like you said I would yeah..
swallow my pride I'm crawling back to you
I'm out of my head can't wait any longer
http://www.elyricsworld.com/crawling_back_to_you_lyrics_daughtry.html
I'm down on my knee's I thought I was stronger
just like that just like you said I would do
I'm crawling back to you

If I could find away I would to give everything I know
I would take it all back If only I knew that I could. lessons learned and bridges burned to the ground
and it's to late now to put out the fire.

2011-10-16T04:23:00.000-07:00

Taken during grad day haha.

Really appreciate the teachers who put up with my nonsense and problems throughout the 2 years, especially for maths, bio and chem teachers (which is practically almost every teacher -.- And oh not forgetting PE teachers too LOL)

Will miss them a lot, and of course my class which is super awesome yea! :)

Dont regret coming to AJ after all (despite my numerous complaints throughout the two years XD )

2011-10-11T05:40:00.000-07:00

"If you love two people at the same time, choose the second one, because if you really loved the first one, you wouldn't have fallen for the second." - Johnny Depp

NAISE ADVICE LOL!!!!!!! (Y)

2011-10-11T05:38:00.000-07:00

You’re so scared to fall in love
Cuz you end up in the dust
Everytime everytime…

Now you see us all the same
Like our words are just a game
Spitting lies, dirty lies

I know you know
There’s something here
But you cannot get pas the fear
I can help you make it clear…

So when you feel like trying again
Reach out, take my hand
So how great it could be
To fall in love with someone you can trust

Who would never give up
Cuz you’re all that he needs
Baby take a chance on me
Baby take a chance on, oh oh
Baby take a chance on me
Baby take a chance on, oh oh oh

You give 100% but you’ve never seen a cent
They’re so blind, they’re so blind
Cuz i’m looking at your face
And the world’s a better place
In your eyes, lovely eyes

I know you know
There’s something here
But you cannot get pas the fear
I can help you make it clear…

So when you feel like trying again
Reach out, take my hand
So how great it could be
To fall in love with someone you can trust

Who would never give up
Cuz you’re all that he needs
Baby take a chance on me
Baby take a chance on, oh oh
Baby take a chance on me
Baby take a chance on, oh oh oh

You got nothing to lose baby,
But you won’t know if you don’t try
Please don’t leave me asking why
So when you’re ready to choose baby
I’ll be here with open arms
With the same in love in my heart

So when you feel like trying again
Reach out, take my hand
So how great it could be
To fall in love with someone you can trust

Who would never give up
Cuz you’re all that he needs
Baby take a chance on me
Baby take a chance on, oh oh
Baby take a chance on me
Baby take a chance on, oh oh oh

So when you feel like trying again…

Jls – Take A Chance Lyrics

2011-10-08T07:12:00.000-07:00

OMG the last few episodes of brilliant legacy is so sad :(

2011-09-29T06:12:00.000-07:00

The more stressful I feel, the more I got a urge to blog.
No wonder the number of posts increase dramatically nowadays, all filled with random stuff

Life is so boring and torturing nowadays.
every single second, my head is filled with A level stuff.
cant seem to get it out of my head
Not only is A level stuff bugging me, 10^(infinity) of other stuff are bugging me.
Mentally and emotionally worn out to the max already

And being less and less optimistic doesnt help a bit
I cant think of any optimistic stuff i can look forward to now
Pathetic life to the max

Seriously what the hell am i living for?
I've no idea

2011-09-29T01:28:00.001-07:00

Fail to prepare?
Prepaer to fail.

2011-09-29T00:34:00.000-07:00

Biology- C (improve by 2 grades since mid year exam)
Maths- S (improve by 1 grade)
Chem- D (improve by 3 grades)
Econs - Nil (Damn scared for this)

Don wanna talk about GP. That one is gg already.

PS I lost count of the number of ppl I pissed off lately...

2011-09-29T00:27:00.001-07:00

I dont understand myself anymore

2011-09-23T06:43:00.001-07:00

My fav song of my whole entire life.
omg everything from e song to e lyrics is so nice omgomgOMG!!!

Mr know it all
Well ya think you know it all
But ya don't know a thing at all
Ain't it something y'all
When somebody tells you something bout you
Think that they know you more than you do
So you take it down another pill to swallow

Mr bring me down
Well ya like to bring me down don't ya
But I ain't laying down, baby
I ain't going down
Can't nobody tell me how it's gonna be
Nobody gonna make a fool out of me
Baby you should know that I lead not follow

[Chorus]
Oh you think that you know me, know me
That's why I'm leaving you lonely, lonely
Cause baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me

You ain't got the right to tell me
When and where to go, no right to tell me
Acting like you own me lately
Yeah baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me

Mr play your games
Only got yourself to blame
When you want me back again
But I ain't falling back again
Cause I'm living my truth without your lies
Let's be clear baby this is goodbye
I ain't coming back tomorrow

[Chorus]
Oh you think that you know me, know me
That's why I'm leaving you lonely, lonely
Cause baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me

You ain't got the right to tell me
When and where to go, no right to tell me
Acting like you own me lately
Yeah baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me

[Bridge]
So what, you've got the world at your feet
And you know everything about everything
But you don't
You still think I'm coming back but baby you'll see

[Chorus]
Oh you think that you know me, know me
That's why I'm leaving you lonely, lonely
Cause baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me

You ain't got the right to tell me
When and where to go, no right to tell me
Acting like you own me lately
Yeah baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me

Mr know it all
Well ya think you know it all
But ya don't know a thing at all
Yeah baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me

2011-09-23T06:26:00.000-07:00

Got back bio MCQ results.
did better than class average,
but somehow not satisfied.

When my teacher passed me e script back,
all she said was 'you must buck up'
(and she said nothing to ppl who get lower/around same marks as me)

somehow, i still dont feel im performing up to my teachers' expectations,
and the higher their expectations, the more pressurized i feel.
in my progress report, EVERY ingle teacher (except econs) wrote that im performing below their expectations (of cors they dont write it out so bluntly. its super obvious if u infer their whole comments)
yayaya i know i know.
but i dunno why im always....URGHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
bad genes i guess

i'm scared for the rest of my results now i swear -.-
oh well...

2011-09-23T06:24:00.001-07:00

I hate my screwed up life TTM

2011-09-19T03:10:00.000-07:00

STUPID MATHS WASTE MY TIME

2011-09-16T07:03:00.001-07:00

I've suffered for 11 years mugging for exams.
And im definitely not giving up halfway just like that, and let my efforts go to waste.
I shall own A levels, and end my journey nicely, before going to university.
No way am I going to slack now.
NO WAY.

2011-09-16T06:52:00.001-07:00

Got this super strong urge to blog again.
Let me blog about my prelims experience out of randomness and coz i bored.
GP...compre is screwed. lets hope my compo can pull it up.
Bio....is ok. but for bio, everytime i expect high marks for it, but end up a just-passed grade. Haiz
For maths, well its AJ Maths. so passing would be quite a 'miracle'
chem P3 is the utterly disappointing and disguting.
Cant finish and lots of mistakes, DESPITE practicing chem for the most number of times.
Meh...
And oh econs.
Micro pulled me down.
Go die you piece of shit i hate market structure and i hate elasticity of demand.
should have done market failure.

random:
After maths paper on tuesday(?),
was chilling and crapping at the foyer.
then i met my PW teacher
Before going off he said something like, 'You are getting more negative. You should turn more positive'
was quite shocked.
how he know im getting more pessimistic?
Its been a year since he taught me...
My pessimism got so strong meh?
urghhh whatever.
How to be optimistic days before a levels :(

2011-09-16T06:07:00.001-07:00

ECONS IS OVER!!!
and micro is ALWAYS the one that dragged me down.
Damn you, PED, YED, PES and XED.
4 more papers to go.
jiayou jiayou! :D

2011-09-16T06:06:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, I pity them for having a friend like me

2011-09-11T00:59:00.000-07:00

WHY THE HECK AM I WATCHING KDRAMA 1 DAY BEFORE PRELIMS THERE'S LIKE GP AND BIO PAPER @!#@%$%&^%*^&*
oh goodness

And just when I decided to go out, it rained :(

2011-09-03T20:45:00.000-07:00

Prelims in 8 more days ZOMG.
and im left with half of math, econs and bio T.T

and after prelims, its going to be 50 more days to A levels.
Full steam ahaead after Prelims.

2011-08-26T06:36:00.001-07:00

Wasting my time reading at my old blog posts dated back all the way to Sec 3 and had a good laugh at it

Quote:

"Anw,
Next wed: Geography test
Next fri: SS test
Then e next next week onwards got bio test,
chem test,
and chi test,
and amath test
I can die le TT =.="

I rather repeat this routine ten times than to take A levels seriosuly.
Cant believe im complaining over such 'trivial stuff' last time

And I'm so carefree last time.
Almost every post is about outings or other interesting stuffs.
Now?
hahahaha. I lead even a more wonderful life now
sense my sarcasm huh.

and oh
"Im looking forward to after EOY
I have a lot lot lot lot lot lot lot lot lot lot lot lot lot lot of things to do
including slacking :]
I cant believe I still have a millions things to do after EOY
And yea I have to chiong physics and chem and biology in one week
how e hell am I going to stuff all that info into my head?
And while others are celebrating e end of EOY,
I have to take e elective geography EOY
so shitty x.x"

THIS ALSO COMPLAIN @#$#%%^%$

ok whatever im a bit crazy by all e studying now

2011-08-26T06:32:00.001-07:00

“Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of others’ opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most importantly, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.” - Steve Jobs

2011-08-25T06:10:00.001-07:00

Miss my clique

2011-08-25T04:58:00.000-07:00

What the fuck my life is seriously damn pathetic my all these mugging shit cb @!$#$^%$&#$%@$R@#%$^$

2011-08-25T04:52:00.001-07:00

I don't really give a damn

2011-08-18T07:17:00.000-07:00

Diam lah
Whole day only know how to kpkb
what the fuck sia

2011-08-18T06:59:00.001-07:00

drifting apart from more and more ppl nowadays

2011-08-18T06:49:00.000-07:00

IM SERIOUSLY IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG HAHAHA

PS really hope there will really be a class chalet after Prom :O

2011-08-14T03:48:00.000-07:00

I normally forget the stuff that I studied one week ago.
Makes studying even harder now

2011-08-14T02:08:00.000-07:00

Poly school holidays are going to start soon,
and everybody will be enjoying themselves and not giving a damn about schoolwork.
me?
I have to stuck my face in those goddamn books and mug for prelims.
what the *tootttttttttt* is this
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2011-08-12T06:49:00.001-07:00

Appearing happy on the outside, but inside, she's struggling

2011-08-09T07:01:00.000-07:00

Feeling this urge to blog nowadays.
Even though I have nothing to blog at all.

The entire July has been hell....
from ridiculous results to lack of social life (If you count JC friends out, I've been seeing them almost everyday so obviously there will be socialising here and there)
And the whole repeated cycle of mugging everyday...wtf i'm damn sick of this kind of life now
All for the sake of a bloody A level cert...

All I'm looking forward to is the 8 months break...
there's lots of things i want to do..
look for a job, learn taekwando, kayaking, food tour around singapore etc...
But I need to clear this a level hurdle first..

And after the 8 months, comes Uni life..
I dunno whether to look forward to it or not
I'm super not prepared for Uni life
JC life has made me too comfortable, being surrounded by nice classmates and all.
Im seriously not prepared to face the numerous fake ppl that I believe i will be encountering throughout my uni life..
and I've apparently lost all my skills in making new friends anymore.
damn...

And while im typing this,
my mind keep wandering to A levels.
urghhhhhhhh..hope my efforts will pay off in the end..

PS: I tried very hard to change my attitude already. But with all those fucking neagtive influence I encounter everyday of my life, its almost impossible to change anything.

2011-08-09T06:53:00.000-07:00

Someone once told me that my attitude was constantly alternating between the good and bad
Thats no surprise, considering the goddamn duo life that I lead everyday
Im sick of all these mood swings and all...
damn sick of it.
Its literally driving me insane.
Someone kill me please

2011-07-23T21:39:00.001-07:00

Trust nobody, but yourself

2011-07-19T05:43:00.000-07:00

After reading some stuffs that I found on some blogs, I've realised that i had took my close friends for granted. Shall strive to cherish them more, since they are the ones that matter the most to me and add colours to my life. (forget about family, i'm positive that i will be much happier without them and i blame them for failing to raise me up properly, the mood swings that happened every now and then, and the lack of moral values that they inculcate in me, making me a person that holds little core values to follow)

So yea. I know my life is pathetic, but who cares as long as i have my close friends by my side haha.

Back to market structure now. Goodbye.

2011-07-02T19:58:00.000-07:00

My mid years...:(
Instead of feeling happy I felt depressed after the papers on friday.
Ok whatever.

4 more months :(
Life suddenly become very sian when you are studying.

2011-06-24T08:43:00.000-07:00

I CANT STUDY AT ALL I'M PHYSICALLY STARING AT MY NOTES BUT MY MIND IS SOMEWHERE ELSE ITS DIFFICULT TO CONCENTRATE I CANT FOCUS AT ALL INFO JUST GOES IN AND COMES OUT OF MY BRAIN AND MID YEARS IS JUST THREE DAYS AWAY BUT NO MATTER HOW MUCH I WANNA STUDY NOTHING GOES IN LEH WALAOOOOOO :(

2011-06-23T00:08:00.000-07:00

Its quite sad when you realise that the ppl around you changed so dramatically until you couldn't recognised them anymore. Sighs..

I totally lost all my ability and motivation to mug after the camp. There goes my mid years, I think i'm going to flunk it or something.

PS: I think i'm getting more and more antisocial after stepping into jc. Wonderful huh

2011-05-29T22:43:00.000-07:00

Fucking money minded two faced nagging bitch.
I hope you rot in hell. Your existence is a pain and nuisance to Me.
Fuck sia no wonder I hate school holidays so much. Knn.

2011-05-26T07:32:00.000-07:00

To end of this month:

May sucks.
Although there are 'good' times that happened during may,
and despite the rare number of school/public holidays given to us,
generally, May just sucks
(Please don't ask me why)

Hope june will be better... (but i highly doubt so anyway)

2011-04-02T05:46:00.000-07:00

Today, I realised that the lesson learnt is not to be more selfish to your friends or whatsoever.
Rather, e lesson learnt is not to be so da stamp when making new friends.
This is to avoid situations whereby after helping a 'friend', you are being called disgusting, and treated like a goddamn maid.
I certainly don cherish this kind Of bloody friendship, whereby one make use Of e friendship for her own benefit. Its utterly disgusting, and i'm stupid enough to not realise it until now.
P.s i'm not being affected by this at all. Just complaining as usual. -.-

Family day is funfunfun!
Camwhore, playing volleyball, going to e haunted house with my tutor and friends, and playing xbox :-D
But e day end so fast.... :(

2011-02-25T20:40:00.000-08:00

Saw this video during GP lecture
damn lame and funny at the same time

like this song TTM.
Born this way by lady gaga!!
super meaningful song

Intro:
It doesn't matter if you love him, or capital H-I-M
Just put your paws up
'Cause you were born this way, baby

Verse:
My mama told me when I was young
We are all born superstars
She rolled my hair and put my lipstick on
In the glass of her boudoir
"There's nothin wrong with lovin who you are"
She said, "'cause he made you perfect, babe"
"So hold your head up girl and you'll go far,
Listen to me when I say"

Chorus:
I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way
Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way

Post-chorus:
Ooo there ain't no other way
Baby I was born this way
Baby I was born this way
Ooo there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way

Don't be a drag - just be a queen
Don't be a drag - just be a queen
Don't be a drag - just be a queen
Don't be!

Verse:
Give yourself prudence
And love your friends
Subway kid, rejoice your truth
In the religion of the insecure
I must be myself, respect my youth
A different lover is not a sin
Believe capital H-I-M (hey hey hey)
I love my life I love this record and
Mi amore vole fe yah (love needs faith)

Repeat chorus + post-chorus

Bridge:
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Whether you're broke or evergreen
You're black, white, beige, chola descent
You're lebanese, you're orient
Whether life's disabilities
Left you outcast, bullied, or teased
Rejoice and love yourself today
'Cause baby you were born this way
No matter gay, straight, or bi,
Lesbian, transgendered life
I'm on the right track baby
I was born to survive
No matter black, white or beige
Chola or orient made
I'm on the right track baby
I was born to be brave

Repeat chorus

Outro/refrain:
I was born this way hey!
I was born this way hey!
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way hey!

I was born this way hey!
I was born this way hey!
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way hey!

2011-01-20T05:26:00.000-08:00

I dread attending lessons nowadays -.-

Its either I didn't pay attention/ forget to do homework, or just sit there waiting for time to pass.

Anyway I think im like blacklisted in one of my teacher's list
Today's lesson is at com lab,
and she would check on my com for every 5 minutes to see if I sidetrack anot
Then she would QUITE frequently come over my place and check on me.
Urgh. Why so low confidence in me...

The first sentence is what I wrote after finishing what I need to do, which I did that on purpose hoping she would see it
(Lucky I didn't typed 'You can stop checking on me ald thank you very much')
And she actually replied using junglebyte zomg
-.-

After school need to learn OGL dance.
Cant catch up zomg.
Urgh. I just dont have an talent at all I realized.
All I can do is to study.
Thats quite pathetic

PS Stop playing RC and get a life!!! URGH

2011-01-19T07:27:00.000-08:00

I feel so freaking stupid now.
Like seriously...

2011-01-19T05:37:00.000-08:00

I think I got the habit of blogging nowadays.

Currently: Doing PnC tutorial now

It sucks when you have to circle almost every single question, because u simply just cant get the answer/ have no idea what the heck the question is asking about
And it sucks when u have to arrange for consultations
Urgh. I look like an idiot now.

Screw maths. I feel like watching Dream High now.

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Failed attempt at doing hw and blogging and watching at the same time.
Urgh

2011-01-15T20:42:00.000-08:00

The Time (Dirty Bit) by black eyed peas

2011-01-14T01:48:00.000-08:00

After one week of school, weekends is finally here.
but wtf, i don look forward to weekends.

Home is nothing,
its just a place for me to get free food, and free shelter (and money of course)
I totally hate it here.
I wish i can move out,
like seriously.
Each time I came home,
there will be at least someone who NVR FAIL to kpkb.
Like wtf, I cant even study in peace at home.
Im being manipulated and controlled like some piece of shit at home.
Home is like the LAST place I want to be at
theres no warmth in this house at all,
its filled with all sorts of unhappy memories and whatever shit.

When I want to use the computer, Im being controlled.
watch tv, also being controlled.
Every single action that I did, I feel as if im being moniotred and controlled
Quarrels is beoming increasingly common nowadays
I don care if quarrels happen
all i want is some peace wtf is that very hard?
And I still dunno how Im able to tolerate such piece of shit every single day for 17 freaking years
And I hate it when I just kept quiet all the time each time I being scolded for nothing
Blame it on my character, I think im such a coward.
Like totally...

Im filled with dread each time I stepped into the house.
Oh what the heck. Since when did I feel happy before?
Even sch, which is totally horrible,
is even 1 million freaking times better than going back home.
I want to escape from this house, seriously.
ANYWHERE, but home.

Im counting down the days when Im going to turn 21.
After I reached 21, i WILL NOT endure such shit forever.
seriously wtf I feel like a goddamn freaking prisoner at home.
ta ma de.
With lunatics in the house, i seriously, cant tolerate anymore
Every single word that comes out of their mouth,
its either vulgarities, or words that are not freaking damn encouraging at all
Im freaking looked down upon,
and im often cursed by the whole bunch of lunatics that I will never made it pass e A levels
Im determined to show them that I can make it
But in this kind of environment....how the heck am I going to study
wts

2011-01-14T01:36:00.000-08:00

Failed attempt on completing maclaurin's series today..
so tired now that I cant even keep myself awake.

I went to look at e archives of my blog just now.
After reading the first post of this blog i nearly gag -.-
I've no idea that my english sucks TTM last time
(my english now is not very good either)
but STILL!!

After reading e archives,
I see an increasing trend of the number of complains that I complained on my blog.
I can almost imagine e graph that is formed in my head now.

x-axis: time
y-axis: Number of complaints
shape of graph: exponential curve

haha!!
(faking a laugh when im not even happy at all)

ok thats it.

(I should take up a course on how to end my blog posts nicely)

2011-01-10T03:07:00.000-08:00

Its the first day of school,

and it sucks. Like totally.

I thought the timetable will be much better as compared to last year.

But obviously, im wrong.

Urgh. Even mentioning about timetable makes me so pissed off.

Theres even a Malay enrichment class.

Like WTH as if my own A loevel syllabus and CCA is not hectic enough

Hate this school to the core seriously.

Ten months more and im going to graduate

The only thing im looking forward is CNY.

IF you leave out the days whereby I have to rot at home thats it.

How pathetic.

Lastly, I've never come across such money-minded, unreasonable and naggy person in my entire 18years

Like what the hell.

The first thing im going to do after A levels is to open a new bank account for myself

so that theres not a need for me to see other ppl de lian3 se4.

Ta1 ma1 de.

-Abrupt end-

(Too pissed off to think of a way to end this post 'nicely')

2011-01-07T20:54:00.000-08:00

#226 post

The mini clas gathering rocks!!!
party world!!!
Cant wait for the next class gathering!!! :D

went back to xinmin to mug yesterday
the xinmin feel is so great!
(unlike e AJ feel)

and i love my temporary timetable!!!

monday- release at 415
tuesday-release at 915!!!!!
wed-1215
thurs- 1045
fri- 215

thats it!
byes

2011-01-02T04:53:00.000-08:00

I think I totally wasted this year (oops i mean 2010)

Time used for mugging < Time used or slacking and going out

Aarghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *stabs myself*

2010 passed so freaking fast and i cant believe today is like what, 2nd of jan??

oh wth :(

and sorry for not giving out any christmas gifts this year (eh i mean last year sry im still stuck in 2010), especially to my BFFs hahaha

I feel so bad for er treating them to plain water -.- (or isit coke?)

but no worries! gonna give them sth soon i think

(Im like totally wasting my time playing pet society now)

Anyways, I swear im going to work hard this year (I said that every year and in e end..)

but NOOOOO this year is my A levels year!!!

and after that im going to burn away my notes and drink it (ok joking)

Ok so, I totally wasted this holiday

Going out to badminton, clique outing, guitar etcetc

oh and speaking about guitar,

I don think i cant even enter SYF

I can play the SYF pieces properly wth :(

Im always lagging behind in CCA, I dunno why

Ppl know how to play e whole piece of Romeo and Juliet,

yet I can only play the starting of the piece.

Haiz...

This week, I only have 4 days to complete my hw

the rest is for guitar, OGL thingy and badminton.

arghhhhhh!

my life totally sucks TTM :(

Now im wondering whether to attend class gathering

don think im going anws

oh well.

Thats it! Thanks for reading my complains/laments etc

(I doubt anyone would read this though)

2011-01-02T04:45:00.000-08:00

Help i cant finish my homework!

@!#%$#%^$^&&^*

2010-12-13T05:05:00.000-08:00

I know its been ages since I last posted on this blog
and I even nearly forget e password of my blog account -.-

I shall ramble (is there such a word?) here.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh tmr is badminton!!!
its been like what, 8 months since I played in a PROPER badminton court
not those lame ones like void decks or even near e carparks -.-
don't like outdoor badminton courts either.
Coz e fate of playing badminton lies on the state of the weather
not to mention the freaking wind -.-

Tried to mug just now.
But apparently its damn failed.
keep thinking of what to do after A levels.
I feel like learning lots and lots and lots of things after A levels!!
1. Improve my guitar skills (Its damn horrible now)
2. A-R-C-H-E-R-Y!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
3. Drums!!!! (ahhhh die die i must learn this!)
4. Go overseas holiday
5. Work and earn at least 2K plus?

Still got a lot, but apparently, my brain is not functioning well now -.- STM -.-

Ok back to reality
sian, I have lots of hw to do you know?

Ok thats it~

2010-10-12T03:02:00.000-07:00

Post-promos sucks.

1. I keep having the I-screw-up-my-promos-feeling.
2. Sch's post promos activities are PW and chinese lessons
3. Re-exam for econs promos
4. Im mugging now, even after promos
5. I said 'bye-bye!' to post promos outings
6. No more 3D for HP7
7. WR is screwed up, need to redo

FML

2010-08-28T23:29:00.000-07:00

Funniest shit ever.

It feels weird to be blogging again.

sorry for the lack of posts, coz im too lazy ._.

Promos are coming soon, and im starting to slack~~

Anyway,

yesterday's CIP is better than i expected

(partly due to the fact that I get to watch Aftershock)

Its a sad movie, must go and watch!!!!

Loking forward to the next CIP session XD

after that went to plaza and orchard with bunny to buy stuffs hahaha O.O

Looking forward to next Tues and 18 Sept~~~

PS I LOST MY THUMBDRIVES WITH ALL THE PHOTOS INSIDE D:

2010-05-10T05:31:00.000-07:00

Ha,
so sian now.

GPP sucks
Econs sucks
chinese sucks
maths sucks.

Conclusion: Everything sucks.

meh

enough ranting.

PS I will never experience the feeling of liking and cherishing them. whether they live or not is not my damn business.

2010-05-08T00:23:00.000-07:00

Stupid guy ._.

2010-04-23T21:37:00.000-07:00

currently addicted to these two songs.

2010-04-23T21:05:00.000-07:00

I decided to post
like, FINALLY

(Stuck for 10 minutes thinking what to write)

Things to complete
1. chinese compo
2. revise bio test
3. revise maths test
4. revise chem test
5. practice guitar (never practice for 2 weeks le. fantastic. and i regretted nvr signing up for backstage for e concert)
6. bio spa (ohmygod, how the heck do you use that microscope)
7. PI draft 2 (stupid bloody sch, now then start draft 2 huh)

SIANx

Napfa next week.
damnit

On the brighter sight,
school is getting better
i think so.
But school still sucks nevertheless (contradicting)

FML

PS Just the sight of ur face makes me feel so repulsed.

2010-03-29T04:43:00.000-07:00

Love my weekends!!!

saturday is spent doing......
ok shall not say in case someone visit my blog and saw it o.o

Sunday-
went to PS to study at macs!!!
after that, met Calyn at dhouby ghaut mrt.
while waiting for Gina,
accompany Calyn to look at swimwears -.-

Wait wait and wait,
and my bag is like so damn heavy (due to the notes that i bought)
so yea!
Gina came after a few mins,
and we waited at Carrefour for one guy named Ziming.
Don't even know that this guy exist,
let alone knowing that he's in PPS and in 6-7.
(I dont even attend lessons with 6-7 b4 x.x)
So yea!

Then e four of us went to Cathay,
only to come back to PS again,
as I mixed up the movies that they wanna watch TT

Went to GV,
and met 3 other guys called....(forget le, also from 6-7 de)
watched diary of the wimpy kid!!!!
a so-so movie.
after the movie,
Yixuan came =D

So basically,
there's 4 girls from 6-8,
and 4 guys from 6-7

Went to play pool at some place near cathay there!
and OMG I LOVE POOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!

I lost the first game though.
by A BIT.
butbut its like 2vs1 lei =(
coz Yixuan dun wanna play x.x

After playing for one game,
I need to go off to return notes le o.o
(That explains my heavy bag)
So yea!!!

lets have another gathering next time!!!
(after my mid years, pls x.x)

2010-03-25T04:48:00.000-07:00

damnit im so goddamn pissed off now.
like wtf, what the hell is wrong with you huh?
one day never nag, you can die isit?

and damnit, STOP COMPARING ME WITH THAT BASTARD CAN.
what he do, or he says, or what his mother says is not of my business.
nag nag nag.
all you do is nag.
like wtf.

go on la, threaten to call my friends la.
like i care.
you can call them 24/7 for all you wan.
none of my business, get it?

wa, i feel like exploding now.

PS The more you wan me to study, the more i will not.

2010-03-20T19:34:00.000-07:00

Holidays are gone, just like that.
sian.

Class gathering on friday!!!!
wanna the upload videos from my phone,
but idk how =(
anw, overall, class gathering was fun =)

ok thats it.

2010-03-13T18:04:00.000-08:00

Shine was great =D
but I look like an idiot, wearing my AJ uniform there.
as if i wanna promote the school.
(AJ sucks, there's nothing to promote)

anyway, saw a lot of xinmin people and teachers!!
and i became so enthu and high,
to an extent that i keep requesting for photo-taking session -.-
obviously, there were a lot of shocked faces looking at me.
Nad: What has happen to that camera shy Yanlin?!
WT: What has AJ done to you?! *shakes me violently*
LOL
idk man, i kind of don mind taking photos now.
ahahahaha -.-
(hey ppl, must tag those photos on my fb ok?! =D )

Going to Shine reminds me of Synthesis two years ago.
brings back lots of memories....

Anyway, now im looking forward to class gathering!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok nearly forget to post this.
before going to Shine,
i sneak esther into my school.
and she bump into a lot of xinmin ppl in AJ.
They looked shocked, of course.
And esther was like saying e reason why she's in AJ is because she's transferred here.
LOL?
(and there were actually ppl who believed her -.-)

wore her VJ orientation tee.
and walked around the school in her VJ shirt.
The feeling was so damn good!
Stayed until 7pm, before mrt-ing to woodlands.
and im late -.-

ok thats it.
Bye!

PS Im reverting back to my old self now. damnit, i need to have e motivation to mug now!!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-05T03:43:00.001-08:00

Finally, back to blogging.
Things are getting A BIT better now.
get used to the school ald, but still,
not really very happy x.x

I think my chinese deproved.
was doing chinese project during chinese lesson today.
the topic was about the inconsiderate behaviour in hawker centres.
have to type out the solutions to the problem blah blah (sth like bao zhang bao dao you know?)
type 5 words, and i was stuck.
have to use the translator.... (translate english to chinese)
seriously, all my thoughts are in english now, and its damn hard to write in chinese.
oh god, pls let my chinese improve, im having a level chinese this year lei!!!!!

anw, today is e release of a level results.
im curious to see how well the school did. (or maybe, how bad e sch did. rofl!)
but the sucky thing is,
i have bio spa during that time o.o
so, during spa lesson:
i say : "teacher, i wanna go to the toilet"
*teacher nod head*
then i go to the hall and chou re nao instead of going to the toilet -.-
and yea,
AJ BIO SUCKS!!!
18% distinction for H2 bio!!!!
wth is this?!?!
anyway, their notes sucks too, so no surprise.
(now im sort of regretting appealing to aj. LOL)

And yea, CCA is great! (as usual)
but im lagging behind and struggling.
cant blame me,
since im noob when it comes to playing musical instruments.
(Joining guitar confirms that XD)

One last thing,
my class has a vegetarian! (besides me la)
so yea man XD

PS I hate my goddamn lagging computer and handphone

2010-02-27T17:10:00.000-08:00

Sometimes i cant help but to feel inferior...
and it doesnt help when you have a brother who is much smarter than you,
and frens who are from those top 4 JCs.
and where am I now?
AJ.
sometimes i cant accept the fact that im in aj....
when i go out wearing my aj uniform,
i cant help but to feel ashamed of myself.
(same applies even if im in tj)
everytime when i make my way home from school,
i would see RJ people,
or HCI or VJ people in the mrt.
and i cant help it but to feel so stupid...
i mean,
AJ is nothing compared to RJ,
or HCI,
or VJ

i cant help it but sometimes feel inferior when im with my frens
yes, i feel happy for them for getting into their dream school etc
and to know that they are doing well in their school.
but deep down,
i cant help but to feel jealous...
i know i should not feel that way.
as i brought this upon myslef.
i did not study hard during the past 2 years.
so i should bear all these consequences now.

regretsregrets...
regrets that i didnt take my chinese exam seriously during sec3
regrets that i didnt work hard during sec 4
regrets that i did last minute revision for o levels
regrets that i chose the wrong subject combi during sec 2

I know that i complain a lot nowadays.
but AGAIN, i cant help it.
complaining is e only way that makes me feel better.
if only complaining helps......

This is not the worst part.
the worst part is knowing that you can do it,
yet you slack and procastinate until the very last minute.

no one will understand how i feel right now..
until they are surrounded by people who are smarter/in a much more prestigous school/ better looking......

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
Til' all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw wink, no
I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My god, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight, too cold
I don't really like my flow, no, so

2010-02-26T21:09:00.000-08:00

I suddenly feel very happy all of a sudden
I also dunno why -.-

Played mafia wars...
and it seems like e game is getting suckier
because need to pay money to get godfather points!
WHAT THE HELL!
ok thats kind of -.-

ok anw, i nothing to say le
BYE

2010-02-26T06:05:00.000-08:00

ahaha, today is fun!!!!!!!!!!!!
sneak michelle into my school today!!!
(and no one suspect anything, not even e security guards)
noob la.
let her wear my orientation tee, and with the xinmin skirt, obviously no one suspect anything -.-

then go and explore the school....
but its VERY small, so explore only for a few minutes.
haha!!!!

then went amk, and so on :D

hmmm....

today's lesson is quite zzzzzzzz
gp lesson is at com lab,
but obviously,
im not doing much research,
as im tempted to read blogs!

accidentally skip chinese lesson *coughs*
i didnt do that intentionally mind you.
i dunno where is the venue for the chinese lesson,
so cant blame me.
LOL

maths is seriously boring.
the lecturer (which happens to be my PDG teacher) is seriosuly.......
her voice is so monotone, its a wonder i didnt fall asleep o.o

Bio SPA at the elementz lab.
quite ok, time flies faster than I expected.

ok, anyway,
this part of the post is reserve for my classmates.
Those who wanna sign up for NYAA (not like you all have any options, i think its complusory -.-)
please download the form form the NYAA website and pay the money on monday!
second collection date will be on wednesday...
erm, bronze is 7 bucks
silver is 12 bucks,
gold is 17 bucks.

thats it!
(ha i bet they didnt even know i have a blog -.-)

PS I hate it when I feel inferior.....guess i have to really start mugging now....

2010-02-24T03:15:00.000-08:00

Life's so hard nowadays...
The permanent time table seriously sucks.
Monday- 315 dismissed.
Tuesday- 345 dismissed
Wednesday- 430 released (CCA)
Thursday- 515 dismissed
Friday- 415 dismissed
Sucky timetable yea?

Nowadays, people are beginning to ask me why im so quiet….
But I cant think of anything to say, seriously.
My response most of the time is ‘Yes’, ‘No’, ‘Thanks’, ‘Hi’, ‘Bye’, *nods head*, *shakes head*, ‘hahaha….” *continue to fake a laughter*
I seriously dunno what to say to my classmates.
I mean, theres no common topic to talk about, so I keep my mouth shut, and now people are like asking why I never talk at all.
In JC, I suddenly lose e ability to crap….and e abilty to even socialize with other people….
Now, I speak less than 25 words to my classmates everyday…
Now thinking back, I realize im so different from my primary and secondary school days….
Im normally e more talkative person.
Now?
Im e most quiet person in my class.

And theres CCA….
Theres a possibility that I might not be able to perform in next year’s SYF…
Well, CCA members are not split into four different groups…
And guess where I am?
Im at BMT, which stands for, Basic Music Training.
So ya….

Last year, I cant wait to go to JC to start a new life.Now, I just cant wait to complete my A levels and get the hell out of the school

Sometimes I just feel like crying,
But I cant seem to find the energy to cry anymore….

2010-02-22T03:35:00.000-08:00

Oh yea no CCA tmr!!!
Im not going to attend cca from 6 to 8, thats crazy!

Permanent timetable will be out on wednesday.
dread it, that means tutorials will start.
no more ending school at 10 plus or 11 plus.
arghhhhhhhh =(

Nowadays, keep having this stupid bloody headache.
feel like chopping off my head -.-

PS I don understand a single damn thing during chem lectures =(

2010-02-18T05:07:00.000-08:00

I love my CCA!!!
This is the first time I said that xp

And ya, looks like im e only one to receive 3 red packets for CNY, while others recieve like more than 18?
pathetic

PS I dread school
PPS Im anti social! (and proud to be one) XD -.-

2010-02-14T19:32:00.000-08:00

Yea my CCA is guitar!!!!!
=)
(no more library or dunno what science academy)
this year there will be a concert,
and next year there will be SYF o.o

Fri-
ahaha went back to xm for e second time!!!
request to use e SRR for pool,
but since we were being labelled as outsiders,
then nvm lor.
went to kovan for bowling with 10 other 401 people!!!
LOL
ok i too lazy to elaborate.

Yesterday-
went my ah ma house.
quite ok la, since theres tv to watch.
o.o
dinner is nice!!!!
^^

-abrupt end-

2010-02-09T01:55:00.000-08:00

Ahahaha i will know my class after CNY!!!
*rolls eyes*

still haven settle my CCA.
should i join bowling or guitar?
but for bowling, need to go Yishun safra there for CCA.
so its like a bit sianz.
butbut, its e only sports thats like so cool and its in air con somemore lei!!!
but whether i will get it, its another thing *coughs*
for guitar, its cool la, but not as cool as bowling lei.
ok, whatever.

today is a bit sianz.
first lecture is..... *thinks*
oh ya maths!!!
e lecturer is like -.-
almost every sentence she said, it will end with a 'huh?!'
so funny la.

then 1 hour break.
crap crap and crap about how AJ sucks and how other JC s rocks -.-
then H1 chem lecture!!!
well, i don take H1 chem, but still, i go there to pass time.
after that, is H2 chem.
so 2 hours of chem o.o

after that, is bio lecture.
Bio is just plain disgusting and horrible lor.
don understand a shit man.
what alpha what beta what carbon 1 what what?!
somemore still teach so fast.
siao de.
but i like e bio lecturer o.o

PS Since this is a mugger school, i shall start mugging now!
PPS Who wanna mug with me? LOL

2010-02-06T19:25:00.001-08:00

Cool guy!!!!!!!

PS Yesterday was great! Punggol Park~~~ ^^

2010-02-04T01:03:00.000-08:00

Ahhh it feels so good to be online after many days of hell.
LOL
so yea, im in AJ now.
I hope i don regret it.

Anyway, went east coast to pick rubbish today.
and theres no rubbish to pick at all, since e cleaners clean up e place early in the morning.
whathell.
waste my time and bus fare and energy.
saw a lot of vj students today!
apparently, they having orientation at east coast park.
ahhh feel like joining them -.-

and I will know my class tmr!!!
ohgod, seriously i wonder what kind of classmates i will meet.
i duwan to spend 2 years in torture o.o
gonna buy uniform tmr.
haiz.

Blog hop just now.
And i read that a lot of people miss xinmin.
don believe me?
go and blog hop yourself.
Ah i miss xinmin too!!!
Gonna go to their 65th homecoming day!!!!!!!!!!
but thats in april, so I have to wait =(
gonna but 20 bucks de ticket and enjoy myself there!!!!!
and i wanna go to their CCA concert man!!!!
i don mind wasting money on the school now!! =)
(i wonder when i can take my yearbook)

And ya one more thing!
Im so shocked that my P5 Maths teacher still remember me after 6 years.
seriously, damn shocked and surprised and happy(?)
its either her memory is ohmygod,
or Im so notorious during P5 that she still remembers me clearly.
im touched =)

PS: Happy birthday Quila!
PSS: 11 Feb!! (I LOOK FORWARD TO IT!)
PSSS: Ah recreational badminton is full!!!!!!! (that means my chance of getting into e CCA is 0.0001%)
PSSSS: Im kind of anti-social nowadays.
PSSSSS: I feel like having march holiday de gathering with my primary sch friends! (but i too lazy to organise?)

2010-02-01T05:57:00.000-08:00

I think most probabaly i will end up in AJ.
oh well, whatever.

Take bus from AJ to a busstop near VJ today.
1h30mins ride.
wth
and guess what, throughout the journey, the bus driver sounded the horn 18 times.
yes 18 times. not exaggerating.

anyway,
pon orientation again,
since i doubt i will be staying in the school for 2 years.
cant stand even a second in that school.
Go White sands library to meet eileen.
haha!

read about a personality book there.
and guess what,
the book say i will never grow up.
which is true, since i feel like im stuck in sec 2.
seriously.
=(

then watch tv at her workplace =)

PS I WAN BCME 4H2 I DON WAN 3H2 AND 1H1 FOR BCME AHHHHH @#%&~$#%$#^%&%*

2010-01-30T20:31:00.000-08:00

200th post-

Ahhhhh michelle rodriguez is so hot and cool at the same time!!!!
you know that person who serve as a pilot in th movie avatar?
AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
LOL!!!
(please don think far and dirty)
I must add her on facebook!!!!!!
LOL!!!!

random post eh?

2010-01-30T19:15:00.001-08:00

http://talkback.stomp.com.sg/forums/showthread.php?t=95354&page=2

This is a forum about tj vs aj.
ok here it goes.

Im not really happy in TJ.
seriously.
from distance to it being a cheena school.
and i know i cant adapt to there.
everything is ahem there, except the food (no offense)
and the distance from my house is ohmygod.
don believe me?

first day of school -30 minutes late.
I wake up at 530 but still, late.
Take bus 43, then change to bus 31.
and bus 43 alone takes more than 1h.

ok here comes the worst part.
second day of school- 1.5h late.
Why?
coz i experiment a different bus route.
Take 27 to Changi airport,
then 36 to outside VJ,
then bus 197 to TJ.
obviously this bus route is much worse ==

butbut, the advantage of being in TJ is because its a top5 jc (like wth?) and it has more opportunities like scholarships etc.
thats e only advantage.
plus, prestige is quite important in todays society.
BUTBUT, im not happy there.

ok now aj.
AJ distance from my house is veryvery ok.
direct bus, which is bus 72.
plus i think i kind of fit in there.
butbut, i doesnt provide me with a lot of opportunities compared to tj.
(plus the food there is erm...hahaha!!!)
and i don really mind the facilities.
facilities is not important to me anymore, since its only 2 years.
and i think i will be happier in aj.

so which goddamn jc shall i choose?!?!
AJ OR TJ!!!!!!!!!!!
!@$$^^%$*$#!$@!~$#^%$@

PS if e appeal is successful, i think i will end up in aj o.o

2010-01-30T06:17:00.000-08:00

I hate waking up at 5 everyday just to go to school.
Thats it, i hope my appeal is successful.
heck care prestige and whether its top 5 anot.
bleh.....

2010-01-26T18:49:00.000-08:00

ohmygod, TJ!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lalala~~~

but its so far from my house =(

but who cares?!?!

LOL!!!!!

2010-01-25T06:20:00.000-08:00

Monday is a tiring day.
First badminton , then visit my ex school, which is xinmin (obviously ==)
Dunno why, when I graduate, the school will be nicer de.
for example they repaint the school etc etc.
Thats so unfair!!! =(

Anyway, I hate to admit it, but,
im missing the school like crazy now.
This is exactly how I feel when I graduate from punggol primary.
Cant believe that 4 years just pass by super fast.
I still can even remember some of my sec 1 days now, like the orientation?
LOL

During those 4 years,
some days are quite fun,
while some days are like..... (dunno how to express in proper english)
I think the worst part is during CCA...
which is library (but but, I must thank the teacher there for giving me an A2 for CCA!)
For example, how I have to endure you-know-who.
I think the happiest part is when Im being 'kick' out of the CCA.
The feeling is like, 'Finally!!!!' *put fireworks and celebrate*

During my 4 years there, project work is sort of a torture to me too!
My lack of teamwork is simply frustrating(?)
Cant bring myself to participate, I dunno why.
Its like theres a mental block in my mind.
No matter how hard I try, I just....aiya *sigh*
and not to mention almost every subject has at least one project.
Like maths, home econs, science, Dnt, english, geography etc etc
wa i can die le x.x
Those who gets me for PW this year can suffer le.
LOL

ok, now comes the fun parts that i enjoy in xinmin.
I ENJOY OUTINGS WITH MY FRIENDS!!
LOL!!!
sec 2 is the most shiok de.
we would bluff our parents that we had project work,
or remedials,
and then we go to shopping malls like hougang mall and bugis junction.
like wth!!!
LOL!!!
homecoming day is very fun too!!!!
i must go to homecoming this year.
and why must the school have 65th anniversary when i graduate huh?!
unfair!!!!!!!!!!!

ok, enough about my secondary school life.
I wonder whether i would be happy in TJ....
*sighs*
but but, the food there is great!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*floats*

Yesterday went to eileen's house.
to visit her!!!
haha!!!!
watch tv and garfield (this cat is damn fat and lazy and greedy. LOL)
after that went to compass with mich to buy converse pencil box.
haha converse freak!!!!!! *points at michelle*
then went to orchard de new look.
and guess what happen? LOL
anw went to WOS to see our ex coworkers
they said the sales drop when we leave.
wa i dunno our impact so huge de.
ok so bu4 yao4 lian3.

ok thats it.
I will post more about orientation
hope its fun!!!!! =D

2010-01-22T23:23:00.000-08:00

American idol 9 audition
The guy looks like a superman!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he looks quite shuai without his spects
LOL@ the video anyway!

school gonna start in 5 more days.
seriously hate it.
=(

PS I hate moving on in life

2009-12-15T23:31:00.000-08:00

finally update my blog =.=
but cannot blame me, since i work 6 days a week.
by e time i reach home, its 11 plus.
sian lor.

(btw i don work at KFC le)
KFC sucks.

Random-
Clarke quay is so so so nice!!!!
at night!!!
gonna go there tmr!!!!
but it gives me a very (ahem) porn feel.
coz there got pub ma.
LOL

wadever.
gonna stop blogging now.
I shall come back tmr.
bye!

2009-11-20T01:44:00.000-08:00

Im starting to hate holidays.
For me, holidays means rotting at home.
there's nothing to do AT ALL.
even going online seems boring.

oh well.

P.S Badminton anyone?

2009-11-11T20:04:00.001-08:00

im so bored now.
bio paper 1 in 2 hours time.
by right i should be studying now.
but oh well.

dunno why, but i suddenly sianz diao.
nothing seems to interest me anymore.
boring.

bye *abrupt end*

2009-11-04T19:58:00.000-08:00

Stupid E geog.
stupid LORMS question.
I can say bye bye to A1.
screw up every paper for o level.
well, except e maths paper 2.
wth

I can forget about defeating him.
damnit.

thats it
bye

2009-10-31T20:16:00.000-07:00

Time for miracles by adam lambert.
so damn nice =)
oh shit I think I fall in love with adam lambert

2009-09-11T01:48:00.001-07:00

wont be blogging after o level.
Gotta mug
Bye

2009-09-05T02:53:00.000-07:00

Im here to post on this very dead blog.
Nothing interesting happens lately, since e whole preceding 2 weeks is spent on mugging for prelims.
But now prelims is over!!!!!!
But I will have to mug for O levels TT

Class BBQ on Monday.
And I think I will spent 8 bucks just to eat fruit salads there.
What the hell.
The disadvantage of being a vegetarian TT

Hmmm let me think what to write.

Oh yea next week is school holiday.
7 days rotting at home and mugging for O levels.
I rather go to school lor......
Staying at home doesnt appeal much to me O.o

Random-
Im suddenly very interested in Chicago gangsters in the 1930s
Gangsters like John Dillinger, Homer Van Meter, Fred Barker, Al Capone etc
I think im mad.
I even did research about them.
This is pure madness.
Please dont ask me why Im so interested in Chicago gangsters.
It all happens when I started reading e book True Crime and playing Mafia Wars.
x.x

Ok thats it I guess.

PS I hate my spectacles

2009-08-28T22:41:00.000-07:00

58 more days to o level *groans*

P.S Physics sucks

2009-08-14T03:35:00.000-07:00

Yay I like today!
Coz its quite a funny day.
Release at 1215.
then do chem and maths at canteen until 315 =D
Afterwards, went to library as mich needa meet Mr Tay.
And we have fun mocking ppl in the library.
Especially Snow White.
He's still as shitty as ever.
No surprise.

But but some juniors are as nice as ever =D
Ppl like Zheng Yi and Cassandra.
Haha!

Laugh and crap in the library and talked about lots of random stuff.
Didnt get to finish my emaths paper in the end TT

Thats it!

P.S I just realise I sort of miss my days back in the library even thought its kind of sucky O.o