funny little world

suddenly i'm famous

and people know my name

Ang Yanlin.
Taking A's this year
counting down to the number of days before she can enjoy the 8 months break
Hates everything about her family and school but is glad that she has such awesome friends :)
Suppots Liverpool FC (nooooooooooo to man utd!!!)
and likes badminton
Favourite Quote of the year: "Try new things la!"
coz she feels that doing the same thiing repeatedly over and over again is like a routine

my heart has been captured

by your funny little smile

i don't know for sure

where this is going

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(Saturday, February 27, 2010 / 5:10 PM)

Sometimes i cant help but to feel inferior...
and it doesnt help when you have a brother who is much smarter than you,
and frens who are from those top 4 JCs.
and where am I now?
AJ.
sometimes i cant accept the fact that im in aj....
when i go out wearing my aj uniform,
i cant help but to feel ashamed of myself.
(same applies even if im in tj)
everytime when i make my way home from school,
i would see RJ people,
or HCI or VJ people in the mrt.
and i cant help it but to feel so stupid...
i mean,
AJ is nothing compared to RJ,
or HCI,
or VJ

i cant help it but sometimes feel inferior when im with my frens
yes, i feel happy for them for getting into their dream school etc
and to know that they are doing well in their school.
but deep down,
i cant help but to feel jealous...
i know i should not feel that way.
as i brought this upon myslef.
i did not study hard during the past 2 years.
so i should bear all these consequences now.

regretsregrets...
regrets that i didnt take my chinese exam seriously during sec3
regrets that i didnt work hard during sec 4
regrets that i did last minute revision for o levels
regrets that i chose the wrong subject combi during sec 2

I know that i complain a lot nowadays.
but AGAIN, i cant help it.
complaining is e only way that makes me feel better.
if only complaining helps......

This is not the worst part.
the worst part is knowing that you can do it,
yet you slack and procastinate until the very last minute.

no one will understand how i feel right now..
until they are surrounded by people who are smarter/in a much more prestigous school/ better looking......

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
Til' all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw wink, no
I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My god, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight, too cold
I don't really like my flow, no, so